last chapter-

2 days seem like really short time considering that i am back here in my house agian blogging. How lame.
Went away to an island resort with some close friends to clear my mind. If u have been to Nagoya, i think u will be very glad to be singaporean. I would never dare to drive there, no night lights. So many fucking bikers on their stupid "Cap Chais" i would probabally kill like 10 bikers if i drove there, and they have this very bad habit of using their horn impulsivelly. Anyway, the place was not bad, too sleazy though and dirty with everyone trying to cheat your moning like paying $4 fucking dollars for rice and chicken, like please.....
The only place that we went to and was respectable was this place called Kelong Villiage. Food was great and was damn cheap 4 persons for only $33 with beer. We had Sotong, Kang Kong and Hotplate Beancurd, i telll u it was marvelous. We had the taxi driver joined us too. We treated him to drinks and he took us around for the whole night for RP$150,000. Thats not bad. Well too bad my mind is not cleared. Wad i need is to back away from everything. I mean EVERYTHING, but that seems like such a difficult feat. I was hoping, this trip could have cleared my mind off some things. But ended up thinking of it even more.
Omg, i am soo screwed. so so soooo screwed.

Cheers to a more pleasent life with fucked up endings.


I never left a space for u in my heart, but at some point of time. You became my heart.