Clouds come crashing

4 months,17 days and decreasing.

Been trashing my brain out with unimportant stuffs.
Things are getting so nostalgic.
Its probably that no good pizza i had this morning.
Maybe its that strawberry flavoured fag that spoilt my day.
Could be the FMGT project that i rushed today.
Can it be that SMS i received just now?
It may be Mid-life Crisis.

Dude, let go of it, your getting OLD.

And thanks to getting OLD, people normally withhold from doing some things that could possibly make them lead happier lifes.

I can never be as happy as the guy in the magazine.

last chapter-

2 days seem like really short time considering that i am back here in my house agian blogging. How lame.
Went away to an island resort with some close friends to clear my mind. If u have been to Nagoya, i think u will be very glad to be singaporean. I would never dare to drive there, no night lights. So many fucking bikers on their stupid "Cap Chais" i would probabally kill like 10 bikers if i drove there, and they have this very bad habit of using their horn impulsivelly. Anyway, the place was not bad, too sleazy though and dirty with everyone trying to cheat your moning like paying $4 fucking dollars for rice and chicken, like please.....
The only place that we went to and was respectable was this place called Kelong Villiage. Food was great and was damn cheap 4 persons for only $33 with beer. We had Sotong, Kang Kong and Hotplate Beancurd, i telll u it was marvelous. We had the taxi driver joined us too. We treated him to drinks and he took us around for the whole night for RP$150,000. Thats not bad. Well too bad my mind is not cleared. Wad i need is to back away from everything. I mean EVERYTHING, but that seems like such a difficult feat. I was hoping, this trip could have cleared my mind off some things. But ended up thinking of it even more.
Omg, i am soo screwed. so so soooo screwed.

Cheers to a more pleasent life with fucked up endings.


I never left a space for u in my heart, but at some point of time. You became my heart.

one too many times. one too many times.

never gonna happen`

HAPPY BIRD-DAY TATTY!!!!

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue and I stumbled out of bed and dragged my feet across the roomRight outside my front door was a rose and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'

But out on the street it starts to pourand before I get soaking wet,

A total stranger runs to give methe jacket off his back I turn around to thank himBut he waves me with a smileI can hardly believe my eyes

He puts on a halo and starts to flyTake a lok at the ordinaryDon't need to look at Paradise

You could be next toan angel in disguiseI met a good friend for lunchand we had a delicious meal

But I forgot to bring my walletI felt like an imbecile

But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and Bought me a chicken sandwich To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eatA man and his shopping cart

Travelling to placesCollecting social gracesI give him my sandwichand we chatter for a while

I see a rainbow wash over his eyesHe gives me his halo andI start to fly Take a look at the ordinary

Don't need to look for Paradise You could be next to an angel in disguise

Don't try to hide away from me I know you're by my side

Take a look at the ordinary Don't need to look at ParadiseYou could be next toan angel in disguise

Everyday can be legendary Every minute, an endless surpriseYou could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning Feeling kind of new.