not needed`

it was not needed
for it turn out this way.

smashed`

Happy birthday Nestie!

Mambo was fun, kinda Squeezy.
Saw MANY old friends omg.

Jon you owe me a beer.

i wouldnt blame you`

U always leave me confused.

Do you want it, or do you not?

It sucks to see you sad. It really does.

It sad to see things like that being pen out.

Momentary`

Like a back injury, it never goes away.
It was just a can of EC. It eases the pain for awhile.
After its finished, it will be hollow and cannot be replenished.

I am not ready to see a doctor agian.

It might help if u only understood

I wish u only did.

emptiness`

It could have just ended like that. Leaving me dumb folded.

not crying.

Even if we dun make it thru.

one man columbine`

Her : Hi sir would u like a value pack with 1000 bullets at 79.99?
Him : No thanks, just 1 will do.

I really had no where to run`

Quote`

Quote you are my soul unquote
Now does that sound familar?
You kissed the boy and make him feel this way

Quote well this is me unquote
And You have been so ugly you're entire life
So I changed now

Is this how you wanna go down, right before my eyes
You're the saddest sight i know
You're quiet you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know

Quote we never talk unquote
And thats when I don't answer
Don't you dare ask why
Because you don't want to know,

Quote Well whoa is me unquote
How different I've become
And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares

Is this how you wanna go down
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know.

And you were right, right from the start
It took everything you had, but you finally broke my heart.

And know the old flames will pass away
I saw your life once
Did you see mine
But not all things will pass away
You turned your light off
So I turned mine, away from your saddness, away from the nothingness you feel for me.

Is this how you wanna go down
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
You're so quiet and you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one, I know
And you were right, right from the start, it took everything you had, but you finally broke my thoughts.

Quote, hey listen cause ill only say this once
I finally found the words
That mean enough to me
Good bye my soul, unquote.

cheers`

I avoided them for u.
I irritated them because of u.
I cannot be bothered with them for you.
I told them i cannot be friends with them cos i have you.
Fuck.
Now everyone fucking thinks that i have an ego issue, head problem and no one is accepting me for the way i fucking am.
Fuck la, thanks.
Never should have change wad i used to be.

enjoyment

i enjoyed myself.

Happy birthday 20 year old.
We never expected this day.

Jason Is listening to Kobayashi - Strange Lights and Resolutions.